confusion.

while walking by msc today suddenly i heard the song boulevard of broken dreams by green day. kinda suit the mood i guess. reminded me of back in about 2004 when i was addicted to that song. the lyrics is a bit emo i admit, but i guess it depends on the time of the day when you listen to it. billy joel armstrong is a freaking genius though. anyway, here are the lyrics:

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

-- boulevard of broken dreams, green day

also when i was walking down that long hall way in msc, i heard this really beautiful song being played on the piano. and the whole time walking up to it, i was wondering who was playing the piano. i mean since it's spring break, there's like no one on campus. and that lounge is completely empty. so when i finally walked to the end of the hall way, i saw this black guy playing the piano by himself. the funny thing was, i think this is the second time i have seen him playing the piano there now. i really wanted to just go up there and talk to him and ask what's his story. but then i didn't want to disturb his playing. i totally have a lot of respect for him though. i think someday i'll just go to msc and listen to him play, and maybe even talk to him. that'd be good.